"Life is hard sometimes, and to be honest, it’s not fair. And I hate that so many people are hurting, and I can’t help them. The best I can do is send this message. Remember, no matter how hard it gets, there is always a reason to live. Maybe it’s a friend. Family. Your dreams. Anyone, anything. Maybe the good outweighs the bad. But for that one reason, don’t give up. Don’t give up on yourself. There is always a reason to keep going, to find a way to survive. Even when it seems like no-one cares. Because I care, always. I don’t care who you are or what you’ve done, but I care about you. And I’m here. Forever and always. Have hope. Hold on, pain ends. It will never last forever. Because nothing does. Not even the most lasting of pain, it will fade. It will ease the hurt. And until that day comes, know it’s not the end. I can't promise that it will leave you, but there will be a day when it no longer drags you down so much you feel nothing but pain. Someone needs you. Someone depends on you. Someone wants you to be okay. Someone isn’t okay without you. So try. For them, try to keep going. They love you and so do I. Nothing will ever change that. I will always listen to you. To your pain, your heartache, your tears, your sadness, your hopes and dreams, and to you. I’m sorry. So sorry. If I cannot be the friend you need. But I’m trying so hard to make it right and I won’t stop until I can’t do anything more to help. I’m sorry if I’ve ever caused you hurt. Ever broken you. Because maybe I can’t pick up your shattered pieces, maybe I can’t stop you from breaking, but maybe I can heal you just enough so it doesn’t happen again. It’s so hard to get up in the morning. So hard not to go to sleep praying please don’t let me wake up, please let this be the last time I close my eyes, and I know, because I’ve done it. I’ve prayed that I don’t have to wake up again. I’ve woken to the feeling of utter misery. Complete weakness and no will to even get up, even see the new day. Think of one thing you’ll miss. One light in your dark. One friend, one wish, one hope, one dream. One mistake that you want to fix, even. Cling to it. Don’t let it go. And wake up. Rise to meet the dawn, don’t let it hurt you so much you can’t breathe. Don’t let it hurt you so much you don’t want to breathe.
I can’t promise that the road to recovery will be easy. It won’t be. It will be long and hard, and it’ll hurt. There will be people who don’t care. And you’re so strong. I know you can reach the end. I know you can find the time when you can breathe easily and laugh freely without feeling guilty at betraying someone."
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Hi and welcome to my profile page! I'm Hawk, but you can call me Hawkblossom or Blossom. I founded this wiki about seven months ago. I love reading and writing, and I'm a bookworm if there ever was one. I have a dog named Pretzel, and I love art, archery, swimming, and drawing. I also love music...talk to me about music and we will be friends. Or talk to me about anything... I'm usually online and I'd love to talk with you!
My favorite book series are Survivors by Erin Hunter, Warriors, by Erin Hunter, The Hunger Games Trilogy by Suzanne Collins, Artemis Fowl by Eoin Colfer, and Harry Potter by J.K. Rowling (I'm a Slytherin, for the record). Out of My Mind: a Novel was a really fun read too!